OMG, it’s 2010! I am really excited because this can give me a great start to begin some good habits!
Ahem…
So where the fuck have I been right? I have been good. Just trying to maintain the house, entertain my friends, and love my man. So basically, I have a life!
Don’t Be A Fool.
On Thursday, my best friend and I decided that we were going to go to a local bar for ladies night. She has this issue with her boyfriend being able to trust her. So anyway, we went to the bar. As soon as we got there around 10:40 PMish, her boyfriend was on the prowl determined to antagonize and interrogate her on her actions and whereabouts. I think that is is absolutely unacceptable for a woman to let a man be able to turn an innocent night of fun turn into a debate on whether or not she is cheating on him. It frustrates me that a lot of women allow their significant other make them feel guilty or make them feel like they are at fault for wanting to have fun. It is so immature that a grown man cannot trust his other half to be able to go to a social gathering with the opposite sex.
Back to the story…
So he was telling her that she was wrong for going to a bar because she is in a relationship and that he wanted her to be with him. WRONG! He had been gone out of state on business since Monday, and she called me up on Tuesday and I went to her house and have been there since. So that is Tuesday – Thursday that he hasn’t even called or text her. Now that’s some shady shit anyway. That’s another discussion. This is pathetic. So the harsh reality is that he was not interested in spending time with her. He is insecure for the simple fact that she deserves better than some wannabe dope boy, rapping ass thug. The ugly part of the entire situation is that she got mad at herself because he “wanted her to be with him” and she was at the bar. LOL! I was looking at her with the harshest grimace of dismay and disloyalty. And then the heifer had the nerve to leave me at the bar alone. All by my lonesome. Not to mention that she drove. What the hell? I still managed to have an excellent time. She was making me angry anyway, walking around crying off the makeup that I put on her. Ladies don’t be a fool. Trust, don’t be naive and do not be so desperate to make something work that is not even worth dealing with. Don’t be blinded by some fixation or liaison that he is just showing me that he cares by throwing a fucking tantrum like a 5 year old. This is exactly why I am single now: INDEPENDENCE, INTUITION, and INTELLIGENCE INTIMIDATES INSECURE MEN.
Chao.
Stress from work.
I am finding myself overwhelmed lately when it comes to my work load. I am so damn busy! I have a headache thinking about it now. First, I have to do data entry, and type in how orders and deliveries from 33 truck routes, separate hundreds of invoices, do route depositing (adding up the amount of money the truck drivers collect daily), I have to prepare their orders for the following day, and I have to answer service calls. I am just doing too much! I get so overwhelmed sometimes I just stop what I’m doing and zone out for a second and come back to the harsh reality. The great this is that I actually have a job! A lot of people are jobless, so I shouldn’t complain.
